I sat
outside waiting for the news on him. Tobi started dancing around like an idiot
and going off about his Deidara-sempaii. I wasn't in the mood for his good mood and
spazz attitude but in a way it was calming. I didn’t know why I cared so much. Deidara
did call me ugly and said in liked me in the same breath…
I saw
Kakozu come out. I immediately stood up. “How is he?” I asked in a rush. “Good,
he wants to see you.” Kakozu motioned to the door, I nodded and I went into the
room, I ran to his side and held his hand.
“Are you
okay?” I asked him worry was clear on my face. He nodded, he seemed in a
trance, he was just staring off in space. “What’s wrong?” I asked. He turned to
face me, he didn’t say anything his lips just crashed onto mine, I wrapped my
arms around his neck.
That began
our relationship. I knew I wasn’t pretty, he told me that every so often but
that’s okay, I figured this was as good as life was going to get for me. I
always thought I was a good person, I just always got the short end of the stick.
“Bad things happen to good people” applies here.
Turns out
my little one-night-stand with Hidan ended up making a permanent mark. I was
pregnant. Deidara knew it wasn’t his but that didn’t stop him for taking me as
his wife.
We both
never loved each other, he never said “I love you” to me once and neither did
I. We hardly ever talked and we had nothing in common.
The day
came when Hidan came knocking on my door, after the Akatsuki organizations had
fallen apart. He said he really did love me and that he wanted his son and us
to live a happy life under the watchful eye of Jashin. I had to turn him down,
I was married and I wasn’t about to leave the man who helped me through the
rough times. And with the sour taste in his mouth of rejection Hidan left, I
never saw or heard from him again.
Later on
the future Deidara was killed. I was devastated but mostly for my son. My son
grew up fatherless and sadistic, just like his true father. My son had also taken up the worshiping of Jashin, just like his real father. And when my time
came I died peacefully in my sleep. I was possibly the only member of the
Akatsuki to go to heaven, I never saw any of the others there.
Looking
back on my life, I realize I could’ve changed it. I could’ve chosen death over
joining and I could’ve prevented myself from being used by Hidan. But Hidan
also gave me my son whom I love.
My life
didn’t turn out the best but I made the best out of it. I love my son and
that’s all that matters.
And so
concludes my story, thanks for listening.
Love,
Amaya.
THE END!
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